DEATH TO BASICALLY EVERBODY…
At so many countless points throughout human history, about 7 of which I’m personally familiar with, we’ve proved without a doubt that we just basically don’t deserve to live. As a race. In any cosmic court of law, it could be demonstrated that we, as humans, just don’t cut the Coles Spicy Mustard. We should have had our reproduction privileges taken away from us by now…
But that’s not the law. What is the law? Strength. Ruthless robbery. Fuckage by force… Disregard for anything that isn’t the self. I’m not necessarily an anti natalist like Adam Lanza is an anti natalist. That kid was fucking disturbed have you heard his voice memos? Maybe if there are any other, perhaps more gentile, anti natalists out there, I could relate to them. Did you ever read “Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind”? The one where the tribes immediately wipeout the megafauna upon learning how to use spears and shit? Don’t we just love depleting our resources as quickly as we can?
Encroaching…
What makes me feel this way? There’s something in almost every direction that’s gonna make you feel hopeless. Is it all designed this way by the powers that be? Who wants to just wear their dino pajamas and play video games on the carpet and order Dominos? I love watching THE ANGRY VIDEO GAME NERD… It’s cozy… I’m lucky. Some kids have to live their short horrified lives never doing anything remotely fun. Some kids are stuck eating feces in an attic being raped to death by their own fathers. That’s just some of the shit that’s been suggested to me on YouTube. I asked for this… I asked for this when I watched countless hours of interrogation footage of people who have just murdered their family members or their class mates.
I typed “RICHMOND RAPISTS” to see if there was ever a baseball team with that name and what I stumbled across was the story of a 2009 high school gang rape that occurred one night with 12 people sexually assaulting and beating a girl nearly to death.
I miss the days when me and a group of kids would get together and build a fucking tree fort. I never got worked up into a rape frenzy with a gang of my mates. What the fuck?
Why is this stuff on my mind? Why am I trying to get it out? It’s everywhere. Do I give it power to corrupt my own mind? Does it weaken me? My lack of faith in humanity as a whole? I like seeing cars on fire but only sometimes… Only under certain circumstances.
There’s always a reason to feel hateful. Is it useful?
Psychopathy is real. What is it’s evolutionary function at this point? A vestige of the past? Or is it the future? What future do we have? A violent society will never make it to interstellar travel…
How to look at stuff…
PHOTO by: Michael Armendariz
There’s great shit everywhere too. You do need to learn how to look for it. How to look AT it. Dean just came and sat on me all purring and rubbing her chin on my chin. She might have nasty fish meat in there and she may be transferring it to my scruff that I need to shave tomorrow, but, jeez what a little lady. She spreads so much joy so easily . It’s in her nature. The way it’s in her nature to be as annoying as possible while you’re working at your desk and you have a really stressful deadline.
What is her mission?
What is YOUR mission?
